abandoning >> /əˈband(ə)n/
Definition: [verb] Cease to support or look after (someone); desert.
Example: her natural mother had abandoned her at an early age
Definition: [verb] Give up completely (a practice or a course of action)
Example: he had clearly abandoned all pretence of trying to succeed
Definition: [verb] Allow oneself to indulge in (a desire or impulse)
Example: they abandoned themselves to despair
Definition: [noun] Complete lack of inhibition or restraint.
Example: she sings and sways with total abandon